To The Friend...

It have been a long time since i stop writting down my feeling
May be it's due to the insufficiency of time
Haiz
But I have something to tell you too, my friend
You know,
We were the best friends of the world
and you know too,
it become a memory now


I know,
it is incredible to say that our link is breaking
and we have no more happy and joyful time which could be share with each other
From the unknown time,
obstacles begin to form between us
piercing into our mind
u choose to distrust me
and i get sick of explaning
u defend yourself from me
and i get hurt when i realize it
u claim to be traped
and my heart is bleeding
when u assume im the one who harm u on purpose


once,
i believe deeply that u are my ever best friend
and this thinking,
it keep support me
when i face with your cold glance
your annoyed expression
and because of this thinking:
"we are best friend"
i persist in treating u as my one and only best friend
giving u all my smiles
make some jokes for u when u r unhappy
accompany u wherever and whenever as long as i could

but
do u know?
no matter what did u said in anger
or what did u do to annoy me
i still could bear it as usual
but
this time
i can't afford it anymore
it hurt me badly
i shocked i when i know that
u claim that im taking advantages from u
and cause u to lose your chance........
while im considering for your convenience thougtfully
='[

it is a BIG PROBLEM
u DONT TRUST me
u think i have BETRAYED u

i never!never!and never! will do such things to harm my friends!!!!
and u.....
u even......
u even are my BEST FRIEND!!!!!!
and u MISUNDERSTAND me!!!!!!
i put all of my trust on YOU
and this is your repayment for one who always loyal to u??

.............................='[.....................................................