Woke up in my bed at afternoon is a good start of the day. Even though I'm still studying at my uni, my life is like splitting into half——spending weekdays as ordinary uni life, Friday and weekends as semester break (hooray!!). Lol. Nothing special and I'm going home every weekends (only 15 mins driving distance by buses) and forget everything in the uni, lectures, practicals and blablabla. And being grateful. Spending time with the puppies, having mom's cook for dinner, reading books for nephew, random meet ups with old friends back here; these things colour my life here.
Today story: meeting up with a friend of my friend's
This guy shares a hometown with my friend, and similarly he's been studying in KL. Conversations went smooth and easy, we enjoyed making fool of this mutual friend, together. Hehe. Sometimes easy chatting is not always easy to me, so I am particularly appreciate people who did this. We were not close yet, but I felt no difficulty to interact with him. *cough cough* I hope it does not sound too weird from a girl aged 20? Hmm, as you know, not every girls is carefree, cheerful, joyful and naive in their twentieth, some of us may have some thoughts for ourselves, and we are absolutely fine. Since, yeah, it's nothing big deal, just some thoughts. And honestly, I found myself occasionally do not enjoy socializing with people as much as I used to be, as growing up.
Listening to whole bundle of complaints or rumors is certainly one of the major reasons, but be a sincere audience for people's story is another story. Sometimes it's tiresome to wear a smile and pretend to seem utterly interested to gossips just not to hurt their feeling. I always want to become a better person, and good people should not turn their back on other, especially when people are willing to share with us, right?
And besides negative stuffs...sometimes it's just my personal problem. Getting comfortable staying in my own little world is satisfactory enough not to...socialize. Socialize here does not refer to close and familiar friends ya do not get me wrong lolol. Saying, the contentment I can feel in socializing, I can now obtain them from another way. I am fine and more precisely, happy with my music, books, guitar, words, thoughts in my nerd way. And lazy! I shall keep lower profile as I grew lazy to deal with extra attentions. Lol.
That happens. But not all the time, though. I did enjoy making new friends and share laughter, relive good old time and appreciate precious moments with them. Conclusion? Nothing concluded. Just some random thoughts to be written out on somewhere, be it virtually on internet than real paper; it sounds good but my hand will soon get sore and more trees will be cut down; inks goes to waste. This is one of the post that is meant to be forgotten too.
......"Always play from your heart!——Maria, Book of Life"
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